barney's!

what is this business? HE IS IN A SKIRT! i do not approve. i apologize for violating your eyes like barney's new york did to me email. i am so so sorry.

here, watch this! it will make you feel better!

ok, better? i thought so.

it's love.

i'm kind of obsessed with this song right now. for no particular reason at all. but who can really ever explain love?

call me maybe?

yeah, it's only the best song EVER right now. i do play it on repeat & dance in my *insert room in my apartment* until i have a side ache. what's it to ya?

also, shout out to sunshine for this little nugget of a day brightener.

pretty please

it's time for another installment of i wish i had a sugar daddy to buy me things. today's topic: i need a new bag. no seriously people, this is an area of huge concern in my life. it's beyond tragic. i lose pens in my purse/satchel/mom bag. no, no, not because it is too big. that problem is easily remedied. like i lose them inside the purse. between the leather & the lining. it's tragic. in order to end this embarrassment & panic, i have found a new bag.

 dear sugar daddy, please buy this for me. please & thank you.  i'll make you cucpakes. xoxo. b

pop.

he was a great man. a husband. a father. a seebee. he worked hard every day of his life. he loved his wife, his family & baseball. he was quiet, smart & witty. he would grit his teeth when he was mad & smile with teeth in pictures when he was happy. incredibly proud of his kids & their kids & their kids' kids. "a meal! a meal!' always came with the spilled milk at the dinner table. a whack with a spoon when it was time for coffee was always accompanied with a loving smile.

he was a real man. my real life john wayne. he took care of his responsibilities. he took care of his family. he loved his wife with a love that only comes once in a lifetime. i would be lucky to find someone to love me the way he loved her.

husband. father. grandfather. great grandfather. seebee. amazing man. deeply loved. greatly missed.

obvi.

i couldn't have said it better myself.

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well?

this is all you have - right here, right now. grab your helmet & jump on the ride. it's a little bumpy sometimes but mostly, it's pretty worth it.